You kiss me on the cheek to reach the knife in my back.
In this sick and twisted games of yours,
my interest starts to lack.
I crawl towards the door
with a heaving chest and a sunken heart.
Griping for life, yet falling apart.
You leave me on the floor, bleeding and scared.
Your interest in my broken heart has suddenly flared.
All of our memories will leave scars, knowing
they were never real.
Kick me one more time, give me something new to feel.
Without turning back you walk away,
I find in myself something to say.
This didn't hurt one single bit,
and these scars are living proof of it.
So, here I lie on the floor
Where you
The music only plays in my head thats why no one ever sings along.
They try to tell me that it isn't real, but it gets louder every song.
I am getting paranoid and ripping at my skin,
the layers start to come off but it won't let me in.
The person that's inside of me thinks it's quite a show.
She keeps pulling at my skin, she just won't let go.
I am left standing in pool of my own blood and tears
I stand silent as she play out all of my worst fears
No matter what she doesn't feel the pain
I can hear her in my head laughing in pure vain
I can't stand to hear her voice so I'll scream until I cry.
I don't want to live here anymore. I
Seeing The Devil In Carnate by MichaRue, literature
Literature
Seeing The Devil In Carnate
In this reflection I see more than just skin.
I see a person drenched in agony and dripping with sin.
There is more to this story than just the pieces played back by reflective glass.
There's rocky future and a regreted past.
Those eyes have seen nightmare and loss.
The heart has gone unloved, but at what cost?
The scars go deeper than anyone can see.
This reflection can be no one's but mine. It can be none other than me.
My reflection is the only one I see.
These days it's only her and me.
A thin plate of glass seperates us from being one.
Every thing she does, I've already done.
Some times we talk, Some times we play
I love being aroud her. She can never go away
She knows all about me and everything I do.
She knows all about me unlike very few
If I say I love her she always says it back.
She doesn't mind my imperfections
or the intelligence I lack.
When I found that broken mirror
It hit a place that you can't mend.
I miss my reflection
She was my best friend.
Don't cry wolf to me, I've played this game with you before.
Where you get all the perks and I gain nothing more.
Where you whisper me you secrets and scream to me your lies.
Tell me it's for the best then proceed to shield my eyes.
You once promised we'd never mutter our goodbyes.
Now I start to wonder if I should cut the ties.
They tell me you're not worth it all the tears and all the pain.
I just sit there quiet as they whisper, "she's insane."
There is no amount of rhyming words that could describe how I love you so.
But these words I put together describe why I'm letting go.
Was I too confident in what I expected out of this?
Was it just my mind exaggerating a moment of bliss?
I know I am not the best, but I want to be good enough for you.
I'll let you break my heart if that is what you really want to do.
If you want to spend forever with someone else that's fine with me.
It will hurt more than anything spending every day wishing I were as good as she.
Am I the only one fighting for both of us, here?
I let down my wall and faced my biggest fear.
Seems like you don't even notice You've got someone else in your sights.
I have a feeling I will be the one left cold for all of these winter nights.
If y
These hallways have become worn because my heart wanders so blindly.
Looking for the love that you promised would find me.
You told me to keep looking because there was something more, but I have searched this whole place from the ceiling to the floor.
You promised I would be better soon, that you were just a phase.
That I would wake up and come out of this dreaded haze.
The pain isn't stifled by the lies you are telling
and it doesn't hurt less to believe the bullshit that youre selling.
I know they say I should just move on
But it only hurts worse when you're completely gone
my soul has gone lifeless I feel no love nor desire
Shallow Waters With Deep Meanings by MichaRue, literature
Literature
Shallow Waters With Deep Meanings
If you think that my smile is my best quality why do you insist on making it dissapear?
Why do you let your lips tell my heart exactly what I need to here?
Is there some shallow meaning behind this elaborate charade?
Come on, baby, tear down these walls show me how you're made.
I want you to feel as vulnerable as me with the simplest of touch.
I want to mean more to you than just your little crutch.
All alone I begged for the darkness to stay at bay, praying for the chance to see another day.
I proposed to the devil to hear out my plea, 'Lock up the darkness and never let it free.'
I was spitting out bible verses as fast as I could read, and clawing at the wall until my fingers began to bleed.
The lights came to a dim as the darkness fled through the crack under my door. It spread like deadly plagues as it pour unto my floor.
Like a predator to prey it crept into my bed. My mouth was agape, but not a word was said.
Not a whimper nor a cry while my eyes opened wide as I felt the darkness began to creep inside.
I could do nothing but
When you look at me through those eyes of yours do you disect me?
Do you tear me apart? Does primitive nature take over?
A stretch of the imagination to think the hunter has become the hunted
Now I am desperately starved for your attention.
I lie unprotected shivering on the ground.
Praying for life, waiting for my 'prince' to show.
I stay a quiet secret until you are ready to prove yourself.
I know not how to react once I finally get your attention.
A gift I worked so hard to recieve
Your smile tells of love. A lie I am all too ready to believe.
You kiss me on the cheek to reach the knife in my back.
In this sick and twisted games of yours,
my interest starts to lack.
I crawl towards the door
with a heaving chest and a sunken heart.
Griping for life, yet falling apart.
You leave me on the floor, bleeding and scared.
Your interest in my broken heart has suddenly flared.
All of our memories will leave scars, knowing
they were never real.
Kick me one more time, give me something new to feel.
Without turning back you walk away,
I find in myself something to say.
This didn't hurt one single bit,
and these scars are living proof of it.
So, here I lie on the floor
Where you
The music only plays in my head thats why no one ever sings along.
They try to tell me that it isn't real, but it gets louder every song.
I am getting paranoid and ripping at my skin,
the layers start to come off but it won't let me in.
The person that's inside of me thinks it's quite a show.
She keeps pulling at my skin, she just won't let go.
I am left standing in pool of my own blood and tears
I stand silent as she play out all of my worst fears
No matter what she doesn't feel the pain
I can hear her in my head laughing in pure vain
I can't stand to hear her voice so I'll scream until I cry.
I don't want to live here anymore. I
Seeing The Devil In Carnate by MichaRue, literature
Literature
Seeing The Devil In Carnate
In this reflection I see more than just skin.
I see a person drenched in agony and dripping with sin.
There is more to this story than just the pieces played back by reflective glass.
There's rocky future and a regreted past.
Those eyes have seen nightmare and loss.
The heart has gone unloved, but at what cost?
The scars go deeper than anyone can see.
This reflection can be no one's but mine. It can be none other than me.
My reflection is the only one I see.
These days it's only her and me.
A thin plate of glass seperates us from being one.
Every thing she does, I've already done.
Some times we talk, Some times we play
I love being aroud her. She can never go away
She knows all about me and everything I do.
She knows all about me unlike very few
If I say I love her she always says it back.
She doesn't mind my imperfections
or the intelligence I lack.
When I found that broken mirror
It hit a place that you can't mend.
I miss my reflection
She was my best friend.
Don't cry wolf to me, I've played this game with you before.
Where you get all the perks and I gain nothing more.
Where you whisper me you secrets and scream to me your lies.
Tell me it's for the best then proceed to shield my eyes.
You once promised we'd never mutter our goodbyes.
Now I start to wonder if I should cut the ties.
They tell me you're not worth it all the tears and all the pain.
I just sit there quiet as they whisper, "she's insane."
There is no amount of rhyming words that could describe how I love you so.
But these words I put together describe why I'm letting go.
Was I too confident in what I expected out of this?
Was it just my mind exaggerating a moment of bliss?
I know I am not the best, but I want to be good enough for you.
I'll let you break my heart if that is what you really want to do.
If you want to spend forever with someone else that's fine with me.
It will hurt more than anything spending every day wishing I were as good as she.
Am I the only one fighting for both of us, here?
I let down my wall and faced my biggest fear.
Seems like you don't even notice You've got someone else in your sights.
I have a feeling I will be the one left cold for all of these winter nights.
If y
These hallways have become worn because my heart wanders so blindly.
Looking for the love that you promised would find me.
You told me to keep looking because there was something more, but I have searched this whole place from the ceiling to the floor.
You promised I would be better soon, that you were just a phase.
That I would wake up and come out of this dreaded haze.
The pain isn't stifled by the lies you are telling
and it doesn't hurt less to believe the bullshit that youre selling.
I know they say I should just move on
But it only hurts worse when you're completely gone
my soul has gone lifeless I feel no love nor desire
Shallow Waters With Deep Meanings by MichaRue, literature
Literature
Shallow Waters With Deep Meanings
If you think that my smile is my best quality why do you insist on making it dissapear?
Why do you let your lips tell my heart exactly what I need to here?
Is there some shallow meaning behind this elaborate charade?
Come on, baby, tear down these walls show me how you're made.
I want you to feel as vulnerable as me with the simplest of touch.
I want to mean more to you than just your little crutch.
All alone I begged for the darkness to stay at bay, praying for the chance to see another day.
I proposed to the devil to hear out my plea, 'Lock up the darkness and never let it free.'
I was spitting out bible verses as fast as I could read, and clawing at the wall until my fingers began to bleed.
The lights came to a dim as the darkness fled through the crack under my door. It spread like deadly plagues as it pour unto my floor.
Like a predator to prey it crept into my bed. My mouth was agape, but not a word was said.
Not a whimper nor a cry while my eyes opened wide as I felt the darkness began to creep inside.
I could do nothing but
When you look at me through those eyes of yours do you disect me?
Do you tear me apart? Does primitive nature take over?
A stretch of the imagination to think the hunter has become the hunted
Now I am desperately starved for your attention.
I lie unprotected shivering on the ground.
Praying for life, waiting for my 'prince' to show.
I stay a quiet secret until you are ready to prove yourself.
I know not how to react once I finally get your attention.
A gift I worked so hard to recieve
Your smile tells of love. A lie I am all too ready to believe.
Never feel like you're alone,
my heart could be your home,
If you let me , If you let me,
Cobwebs are my decor,
there is nothing more,
maybe you could lighten up the place,
put a little touch of your self in me,
could you save me,
could you save my soul?
There cracked laughs and slanderous eyes,
the way they stare and digress to lies,
they try to play master with our strings,
but there never hear from me.
And Don't go trying to be what they want,
because to me you're a perfect you and that's who I want.
so say that you love me,
so say that your stay with me,
I know forever is a long time,
but as long as you're here,
baby p
You''re just a troubled song that everybody sings wrong,
and I''m just a line waiting for my solo.
If you let me sing, I''ll sing you right;
I''ll bare my soul in this verse tonight.
I may sing a slight off key,
but I swear I''ll sing to your melody.
With Altruistic tones and xylophones,
we''ll make the crowd go silent.
The sun will stop from setting,
just to watch us play.
And everyday, I''d do the same.
I''ll sing to you softly, until you speak my name.
And everyday, I''d hold you close
and let you know; that you''re my favorite song.
I love life and capturing it on my camera. I have no real subject I like to photograph the most. I enjoy awkward or odd pictures as much as I do planned ones. All things through my camera lens are beautiful to me.